Monday, January 31, 2011

Hello my little doves, It has been so long since our last chat!

Life is a wonderful and wondrous thing. We are allowed to venture in so many directions, always moving, always changing. I am headed on a new adventure and a bit intimidated and a bit excited. I think this is what life is all about. My resolution this year is to go for it. To not sit back in a quandary, uncertain and unable to make a decision. I am going to go forward, jump in with both feet and TRY not to look back. Nostalgia is an ugly and mean thing to have in your arsenal of weapons. It paralyzes and hinders even the strongest of individuals. I am afraid for the past 53 years I have been in that quagmire of life that has kept me from freely and joyously venturing out to do what ever my heart desires. ( Of course this is all coming from a woman who lives in Paradise...go figure.)

I am moving to a small town in West Texas for 6 months. I am giving it an ending time so that I have bondaries. I am very excited to do this as it is in a field that has romantically been calling my name forever. I can't wait, yet I find myself moving so slowly forward. Why is it that something that seems so right, takes every ounce of your being to move to? I am hoping that tomorrow I will be out the door, bags packed, headed to a new adventure. Wish me luck!